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Sometimes I feel like a grilled orange

Posted on February 24, 2021February 24, 2021
Grilled orange

As we all know, oranges should be eaten raw then they are the sweetest and most juicy.
If we put oranges on the grill, we burn it, we make a lot of smoke stench and the taste will be bitter and generally useless.

I start with this analogy because I believe that my current state of mind resembles that I am grilled orange.

Grilled orange
This is me – grilled orange


Basically, I’m sweet and kind to others, but recently – I have a hard time admitting that – I’m getting more and more bitter and repulsive.

I feel lonely – really

I know that not only I have a hard time due to the pandemic, but I miss both contact with people and work
My savings will run out soon and I will have nothing to live on

And as everyone knows, rents in California can be very painful on the wallet

The oranges I mentioned are also a symbol of my disappointment with people. It is certainly influenced by the recent events that happened to me a few days ago. I have described those events me on my blog as well – here.

I will find something to do – hope for better times

A few days ago, a light of hope appeared from the tunnel, because I started working with a family of bloggers from Great Britain who needed new unique photos for their productions.

The topic may seem a bit breakneck. Why would a US person from California take photos for a UK blog.

Well, this topic is not exactly as crazy as it might seem at the beginning.

Traveling today is difficult and people are generally locked in their home countries, especially in Great Britain, where it is impossible to leave the country for good reason.

The aforementioned family who runs this blog decided to make a series of reports on it in California without being in California.

It was a traveling series of reportages showing what life looks like here in times of a pandemic crisis.

The cooperation was based on the fact that I would provide them with photos and in return they would provide me with content for my new blog.
I don’t consider myself a good writer – I’m learning all the time, so maybe a bit more professional approach will be good for my own development.

It was not about earning money for either party. From the beginning, it was supposed to be an ordinary barter cooperation between the Creators.

A similar mechanism functions, for example, in the world of YouTube where some creators invite others to each other and then the audience from both channels can get to know both characters.

Currently, we are still working on the details and plan of the route so as not to improvise but to act according to the agreed plan.

This is of great logistical importance and also for cost optimization.
I want to prepare well for it – gather the right equipment, fuel, and so on.
I’m going to spend the night in cheap motels and we have to share the costs in half.

Recently, there was an idea to do some of the implementation based on likes, i.e. to publish photos and videos from the places where I will be in real time.

However, we still have to agree on the technical details, but the idea in general is very interesting and worth trying.

Currently, we have such times that we have to implement very innovative and unusual ideas, which is why I am looking forward to the upcoming cooperation with the old continent.

The creators of the blog I am mentioning are very interesting people – a family of four with two young boys.

So here’s the smooth way out of complaining about grilled oranges. I’ve moved on to a bit more optimistic stuff and I hope things will go my way and everything will be fine.

I am fed up with sitting at home and waiting for orders – which are practically non-existent now.

2 thoughts on “Sometimes I feel like a grilled orange”

  1. Keegan says:
    August 26, 2024 at 8:08 pm

    you’re not alone. And just like Qantas is rectifying their mistake, we can too take control of our own situation.

    As an expert in crisis management (okay, I’ve just winged that title), I’d advise you to focus on finding opportunities in the midst of chaos. Your collaboration with the UK bloggers sounds like a great idea, and I’m sure it will yield some amazing content. Don’t be afraid to think outside the box and innovate – it’s often during times of uncertainty that we discover our greatest strengths.

    So, here’s my take: don’t let the feeling of being a grilled orange consume you. Instead, use it as fuel to propel yourself towards new adventures and opportunities. And remember, even in the darkest of times, there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel – or in this case, a delicious, juicy orange waiting to be devoured.

    As for your concern about running out of savings, I’d recommend exploring alternative revenue streams. Have you considered freelancing or taking on a part-time job? It might not be glamorous, but it’ll get you back on your feet in no time.

    Lastly, don’t underestimate the power of community. Reach out to friends, family, and fellow creatives – we’re all in this together. And who knows, maybe your next big break is just around the corner.

    So, Vicky, keep pushing forward. You got this, and I’m rooting for you!

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  2. Jasmine Hinton says:
    August 31, 2024 at 10:20 pm

    Dear Keegan,

    I completely understand where you’re coming from, but I have to respectfully disagree with some of your points. While I appreciate the sentiment behind your advice, I think it oversimplifies the complexities of the situation.

    Firstly, saying “don’t let the feeling of being a grilled orange consume you” is easier said than done. For many people, including myself at times, this feeling can be debilitating and all-consuming. It’s not just about finding opportunities in chaos or thinking outside the box; it’s about coping with the emotional weight of uncertainty.

    Regarding your suggestion to explore alternative revenue streams, while freelancing or taking on a part-time job might provide temporary financial stability, it doesn’t address the underlying issues driving this feeling of burnout. In fact, adding more pressure and stress through extra work can exacerbate the problem.

    Lastly, I appreciate your emphasis on community support, but let’s not downplay the significance of acknowledging and working through these feelings. Reaching out to friends and family is crucial, but it’s essential to also confront the root causes of our struggles head-on, rather than just pushing forward without addressing them.

    Your words are inspiring, Keegan, and I’m grateful for your support. However, I think we need to have a more nuanced conversation about burnout and its consequences. It’s not always about finding opportunities in chaos or thinking outside the box; sometimes it’s about recognizing our limits, seeking help when needed, and working through our struggles with compassion and understanding.

    Best regards,
    Vicky

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